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Saya yang Negatif bahagian 2

12 Wednesday Aug 2009

Posted by talk2ha in Me

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Aesha Sofea, artist, kenduri, KRU, myself, negative

I am listerning to Zain Bikha, sabr and syukr now. And I am in peace. Ehehee.. Not really peace, but at least not hactic like last week. Anyway, I remember that I promise to tell my bad in the next entry. So here it comes!

Sebagai manusia, saya selalu kesal dengan tindakan-tindakan yang saya lakukan. Terutamanya kalau bila saya bertindak mengikut perasaan dan bukannya menggunakan otak. Tapi kata orang, terlajak perahu boleh diundur.

To keep it short, disebabkan ketegangan yang saya alami, saya tak mampu membendung perasaan saya. Kalau tidak kerana itu pun, saya ini memang transparent. Maka berlakulah pemberontakkan demi pemberontakkan, dah tent ukepada bos saya. Kadang-kadang, orang di sekeliling pun terkena tempiasnya, terutamanya siapa yang buat hal. Pada hari-hari akhir saya di sana, saya bangun pagi dengan wajah murung, menuju ke hospital seperti zombie, bekerja tanpa jiwa. Tiada selera makan, kalau makan pun sekadar untuk lapik perut. Hampir setiap saat dipenuhi dengan perasaan marah, kecewa, sedih dan hopeless. Setiap kali pulang kerja, atau masa senggang ketiadaan bos, kami akan mula mengumpat pasal bos, dan semua orang yang mengecewakan kami. Mengelak untuk tidak bertembung dengan bos, dan kalau bertembung, pasti ada kata-kata yang sinikal keluar dari mulut saya. Saya terlalu terbawa-bawa dengan emosi!

Sebenarnya, saya benci keadaan saya ini. Saya ingin menjadi orang yang bersabar dengan semua kesusahan dan dugaan. Saya mahu menjadi orang yang pendiam, bila berlaku sesuatu yang buruk kepada saya. Kalau boleh, saya tak mahu ceritakan yang buruk-buruk tentang sesiapa pun. Kenapalah saya tak boleh melihat kebaikkan pada setiap dugaan yang mendatang.

Bila semua sudah berlaku, barulah saya tersedar akan kesilapan saya. Kenapalah saya tidak teringat mahu bersabar. Kenapalah saya tidak berdiam diri, sebaliknya pergi mengumpat ke sana sini. Kenapalah saya tidak dapat berfikir sedikit pun tindakan yang patut saya lakukan bila ditimpa dugaan sebegitu. Huhuhuu.. kenapalah kan??

Tapi itulah, saya sedar, saya ini manusia. Nama pun manusia, memang banyak lah buruk dan hodohnya. Makanya saya kira  perlu mencari method supaya saya sentiasa beringat. Supaya saya menjadi orang yang, kalau tidak pun ‘Terbaik’, sekurang-kurangnya lebih dari sekarang!

Jadi, bila saya jumpa kaedahnya nanti, saya akan maklumkan di sini.

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Last week, when I was on the way back to KL, I met a few artists at KT Airport. I met Yusry Abdul Halim (KRU), Stephen Rahman (Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical) and Umi Nazira (Nur Kasih). They, and the others were in KT, same hotel with us, for the past a few months. I used to catched Stephen Rahaman, Khir Rahaman, Jehan, Sharifah Amani and a few others in hotel lobby, but never had a time to really ‘see’ them. Well, we have a dedicated bosses, in which sometimes we even had difficult time to catch a breath. They were there for Yusry’s new legend movie, ‘Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa’ .

Anyway, it was a memorizing journey, where, I get the same plane, and sit near to Yusry (his seat is 4F while mine is 5F). I planned to have some photos with them, but because of my idiot mind keep thinking on that, I already forgot my laptop beg. What an emberassing momment, when Yusry said, “terlupa barang ek?” after I asked him to walk first. Then, I just forget the idea to take a picture with him. Huhuhuu…

Later on, while I was waiting for beg, and of course after Yusry left, I took a picture with Stephen Rahaman and Umi Nazira. Ehehe… 😀

Umi Nazira and Stephen Rahaman in action..

Umi Nazira and Stephen Rahaman in action..

*But Yusry (and KRU) who the one I like most, since I was thirteen!

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Last weekend, Kak Ila, Pae’s sister had Kenduri Akiqah to her eleven-day-old daughter. Aesha Sofea was so little, and so red when first time I saw her. I planned to come one day early to the kenduri, but because of my mood still swinging, so I just came on the kenduri’s day, the Saturday.

See picture of Aesha Sofea.

aesha sofea
The eleven-day-old Aesha Sofea..

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