Assalamualaikum readers ( or reader, if I have any.. ??? Teeeheheee.. :D)
Last few months is quite ‘something’ for me. Not really roller coaster. Not really down. Not really really depressing. It was just a little bit of everything. Could we called it midlife-crisis? Wow!! Aku dah mid-life ke? Okay pegi google sekejap. No, my ages still not include yet in midlife range. HAHA. So I guess this is one of rahmat Tuhan!
You know why I’m saying that? Sebab we only appreciate things when we feel lost. So bila hilang barang, barulah rasa betapa berharganya barang tu. Bila rasa susah, barulah sedar selama ini kita sebenarnya bahagia. Bila dah susah, barulah rasa bersyukur. Dan bila dah ada masalah, barulah ingat Tuhan. Well.. human being is just like that.
So, I need to put myself together. Be a fighter. Apa lah. Masalah skit dah jadi huru hara. Lagipun, this is why we human are created for, right? Untuk diuji, siapakah yang tetap imannya. 😉
Anyway, since I’m a bit lost during that period, my life was a bit messed up, so banyak juga kerja nak kena buat ni. And for one thing, dah malas dah being skema in this blog. Well, I am a bit ‘skema’ actually, in my term. Tapi kalau tiba-tiba rasa jadi kurang waras and wrote something, I guess I wanna do it too. Like tiba-tiba nak rojak bahasa, like I’m doing right now, I just go for it.
So… that’s it. Nanti-nanti, kalau rasa rajin, I continue update about Rinjani and other trip. I think, I can continue Rinjani’s story, sebab dah siap draft pun. Cuma malas gila nak pick the pictures. Banyak sangat kot! Tu belum lagi nak edit gambar. (T_T)
So guys, if you have problems, don’t be like me. Immediately turn to Allah. He’s the One make this happened. He’s the One can take it away. Seriously. Kenapalah aku lambat sangat nak fikir semua ni. Well, I’m not losing Him or what, tapi lambat sangat aku nak fikir hikmah semua ni. Forgive me Allah for my weaknesses and my carelessness and everything.
Okay lah. Until then. Daaa..