@Thought: A Week from 2013..

It’s only a week to a new year. I’m supposed to have version and resolution for 2013. I’m supposed to already have a plan. Then I’m supposed to have a kind of attitude to can’t wait to celebrate new year with full of things to do.

But no.. I’m nowhere near to that. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I’m so lazy to even think about anything. I don’t want my current job. I don’t want to go to work. I’m so lazy to follow healthy diet. I’m so lazy to exercise. And I’m also lazy to read. All and all, the lazy in me took over everything.

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That was what I thought last afternoon. Tonight, I feel like I need to fight back this feeling. I’ve been carried away with this feeling for quite sometime. Damn you Ha,  keep yourself together! Life is a roller coaster. It will rock and shake you whenever and wherever it please. So face it. Face whatever in front of you. Adapt with the situation.

But yeah.. it doesn’t mean I have a plan yet. No, I don’t. But whatever happen tomorrow, let’s face it. And if I survive (Insya-Allah I will survive), then I need to plan for my future. I have too. No doubt about that. Life is too short to grief. I have a lot to do and to plan and to recover.

I pray to Allah to get me through with all of this. I mean, come on, it’s not in the of the world yet. I’m not in the end of my life yet. God do his job, while I do mine. So I need to be grateful for having not a hard time like people in Gaza, or the poorer and weakness where there’s nobody to turn to. I just having a little difficulty in my life, which just need a little bit more effort to solve it. I can get through this. That’s all.

Fine.

Regards,

~Ha~

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@Bukit Saga: Just like first timer..

Okay, my complains last entry buat saya sedar yang saya perlu buat sesuatu. Takkan selama-lamanya nak complain je.

So last week I started to work out. Starting with aerobic, saya saja-saja join walk-in  session, just to warming up myself. I’m not that interested in aerobic, tapi it’s more fun than buat sport yang lain. Beside aerobic, I went for jogging too, tapi saya jogged tak sampai 1km. Penat! I’m really like an amateur. Like.. tolonglah, ni bukan first time kot saya buat work out?

Kalau ikut plan, hari ni saya sepatutnya join Pae pergi hike Gunung Buah kat area Genting-Goh Tong Jaya. Tapi semalam, tiba-tiba I’ve got ‘panic attacked’. Macam.. sebenarnya Gunung Buah ni macam mana? Aku main selamba-selamba je nak join. Jogging tak sampai 1km pun dah macam nak dapat sakit jantung!

After research, saya jadi cuak. Baiklah, ini bukan kerja main-main. Perlu drive dari KL 4am, daki, turun dan drive semula ke pangkal jalan pada hari yang sama. Esoknya, saya perlu kerja, dan banyak pulak tu perkara yang nak dibuat! Saya perlu fikir betul-betul.

Akhirnya, saya decided saya cuma mahu daki Bukit Saga saja. Biarlah bermula dengan yang kecil-kecil dulu. Tapi hati sudah gembira bila fikir Bukit Saga. Ada air terjun, yeay!!!

Tapi rupa-rupanya, stamina saya memang tahap 0. Okay, kalau 0 macam tak sampai terus pulak. Mungkin 0.005 saja kot. Huhuh. Walaupun itu secara metafora, tapi ia memang menghazabkan. Haih. Macam mana nak naik Rinjani nih???

Setelah adegan berehat lebih lama dari mendaki dan sebagainya berlaku, akhirnya mission accomplished. Saya berjaya sampai ke puncak Saga, mandi di waterfall dan akhir sekali pulang melalui road yang jauh. Rasanya cover semua trail yang ada. Good Job!!

Kesannya, kaki saya macam dah numb. Berat je rasa nak melangkah. Jalan pun dah macam orang dalam pantang. Pinggang pun ntah macam mana rasa lenguh-lenguh pulak.

Haih.. acik dak tuo ruponye.. Heh!

taken from http://hamydy.wordpress.com/2012/03/04/bukit-saga-dan-bukit-apek/

Regards,

~Ha~

@Home: Random Collection #1

I have a lazy mood today. So I just write random.

Story #1

I just poured a hot soup of instant noodle into my lap. It was so damn hot that I saw redness in my skin. I had to put tooth paste and pray that it will heal. And then I had to clean the floor. Dush.. when I felt so lazy, that’s how life me work more.

Story #2

There was sometime that I fell I really wanna get married. And I felt so frustrated by that. I mean, I cannot just have the dream in one minute, and then another minute I fell happy being single. It doesn’t work that way, isn’t it?

Story #3

I have a lot to read, but what happen when I’m home is I just sleep a lot.

Story #4

I need to exercise a lot. I’m going to hike Mt. Rinjani in Bali on the coming May. I need to built a stamina for that. But I done nothing yet!

Story #5

I really need to change job. And the offer still not coming.

Story #6

Tomorrow, I’m going to attend weeding ceremony of my outdoor friend. We hiked Mt. Kinabalu together, together with his siblings. I actually get to know his brother first, then his siblings and him. What a great friendship we have. But still I can’t figure it out what present suit him best!

*After reading back what I wrote, I sense complains in every story. My god.. am I that bad!

Regards,

~Ha~

@Event: Pesta untuk Ulat Buku..

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Big Bad Wolf

Salam..

Banyak betul benda saya nak cerita sebenarnya.

Dari cerita benda yang ingin dibeli, ke benda yang dah dibeli, tempat yang ingin saya pergi, tempat yang saya dah pergi, my recent thought, pengajaran dari peristiwa sekeliling dan macam-macam sangatlah.

Tapi.. bila dah ada depan laptop nih, dah tak tahu mana satu saya mula dulu. Last-last, satu pun saya tak cerita. Adeh. Kadang-kadang ‘too many thoughts’ pun boleh menyebabkan kita langsung tak ‘bersuara’.

Jadi, macam mana ni? Makanya.. jadilah entri ini meaningless. Heh. Cakap-cakap kosong sajalah nampaknya. How boring… kan?

Macam kena buat jugak satu tajuk yang sedikit meaningful. Kita cerita pasal… Big Bad Wolf.

Ape tuh. Hokay.. tak payah nak teka teki sangat. Umumnya.. hampir orang kat KL semua tahu apa itu Big Bad Wolf. Ia adalah berupa Pesta Buku besar-besaran dengan harga runtuh yang melampau-lampau. Heh. Ayat.. cam takleh blah.

Tapi memang ada kebenaran. Buku-buku boleh didapati dalam harga RM1, RM3, RM8, RM10, RM12.. dan paling tinggi pun mungkin RM30. So far yang saya nampak RM30 lah paling mahal. Tak pasti kalau ada yang mahal lagi.

Tapi kalau anda suka baca bahan bacaan Melayu, ni macam berita tak berapa menarik. Sumber bahasa Melayu memang skit gila, dah tu publisher cuma dari Creative Enterprise kot. Macam itu publisher lama-lama dulu kot. Tapi takpelah. Itu lebih baik, sebab kalau tahun lepas, langsung takde buku bahasa Melayu. Mana la tau.. 2013 nanti, dia ada lebih banyak publisher untuk buku bahasa Melayu, then satu hari nanti buku agama pun ada jugak, kan?

Tapi.. kalau anda cinta buku dan ilmu pengetahuan yang bukan berbentuk keagamaan.. ini mungkin tempat anda. Saya tak pastilah ia merangkumi semua genre yang minati, tapi genre yang saya minati memang adalah kat sana.

Dalam murah-murah tu,hampir  RM150 jugak la saya habiskan. Saya pergi ahad lepas, selepas Subuh, terima kasih kepada idea bernas diorang membuat event tu 63hours non-stop, dari Jumaat pukul 9 pagi sampai hari Ahad 10 malam. Memang aman damai kot masa sampai pukul 7 pagi tu, tapi orang still ada dah hokay.. Orang KL ni memang takde time tidur yang betul kot! Kawan saya publish gambar kat FB, pukul 2 pagi pun orang ramai macam pukul 2 petang. Apakah???

Baiklah.. saya macam ada cita-cita nak buat review untuk setiap buku yang saya baca. So far saya dah berjaya habiskan 2 buah buku.. yang kecik. Heh. Kecik la mampu habiskan dlm masa 1-2 hari. Dan sekarang tengah baca 2 buah buku sekali gus. Agak tamak kan? Macam.. orang bacalah satu-satu. Ni sekali gus nak baca 2.

Tapi review tu.. saya macam tak berani nak janjikan sangat. Niat di hati memang nak cerita apa yang saya baca. Sebab ia memang sangat best! Tapi kita tengoklah macam mana.. saya ni kan busy mengalahkan makcik anak 10. Huhu.

MEMBACA JAMBATAN ILMU. 😉

Regards,

~Ha~

@Work: Hoping for the good..

I just realize that, when I was super busy at work, then I left my blog alone for about 1-2 weeks or more, I would recover the loss by posting more than usual. Just like yesterday, I just posted 3 entries per day. HAHA. 😀 Then I continuously write an entry the next day. Like this.. Now it show how much I miss blogging. 😉

So, what to update this time? I’ve been a bit down for the past a few month. It’s work related. I think it’s because of the current project that I’ve been handling with. What to do. Life must goes on. So I just what I need to do to survive. Which is being pretender. I’m such a good pretender that most of my friends say that I’m the best actress. HAHA. I don’t want to admit that. That’s not something good to remember about me. But yes, I can switch my expression within a few second, provided if I want to. Sometime I have to forget what I felt, in order to finish my job.

In the mean time, I’m trying my best to find the new opportunity anywhere else. Since I’ve been lack of luck lately, I’m reconsidering to lower the expected salary, if that necessary. But not that I will take any risk to accept any offer without considering the prospect of the company. I hope this is a better solution.

Okay then, I need to get rest for tomorrow. I got session with user. I need to mentally be prepared and ready with anything. Oh no, I’m not hopping something bad! I really want it to go well. Previous day, it went well and I’m really glad.

It just that, I don’t want to get shock.

Regards,

~Ha~

@Myself: Online Shopping..

Salam..

Saya senyap sajakan a few week ni? Hmm.. banyak kerja. Since I’m gonna be quite busy on work days, saya tabahkan hati update skit sekarang, walaupun dah nak masuk pukul 1 pagi.

Saya tak boleh cakap perkara random. Ia akan berakhir dengan saya akan menghasilkan karangan 10,000 patah perkataan, dan saya tidur pukul 5 pagi!

Saya pilih tajuk online shopping.

Oh my.. hari ni buat pertama kali saya bershopping online. Terasa diri sangat jakun. Macam, apa ni apa ni. Akhirnya pergi transfer duit sebelum perbincangan dengan penjual tamat. ??? Oh baru tahu, boleh bayar separuh harga je? Lepas dapat barang, baru bayar sampai habis? Oh.. saya terlupa nak bayar post charge? Baiklah.. saya budak baru belajar! (-_-“)

Saya beli dua benda secara online. Pertama melalui facebook. Kedua pakai shopping cart. Pertama kali beli pakai shopping cart! Wow. Rasa macam hebat sangat dah. (T_T) Orang dah ke planet mana dah.. saya baru nak naik bas menuju ke airport. Perumpamaannya lah. Sangat ketinggalan hokay!!

Tapi lepas tu terus menginsafi diri. Apa aku dah buat ni apa aku dah buat ni? Kenapa aku pegi berjoli-joli ni? Account perbelanjaan bulan ni pun tak setel lagi. Dah ada hati pergi menabur duit di sana sini.

Tak sempat pulak nak selesaikan semua bill malam ni. Kerja office dibawa ke rumah pulak dah. Esok Insya-Allah kita cuba selesaikan. Dah 4hb.. banyak bill tak selesai lagi. Apalah aku nih!!

Dan nervouse jugak ni. Harap-harap barangan sesuai di mata dan di badan saya! Huhu.

Regards,

~Ha~

@Video: What do you desire?

 

Regards,

~Ha~

@Video: A Better Future..

 

Regards,

~Ha~